Holiday depression is real

 This will be the third year that I have gone without family, traditions and joy at the holiday season.  In 2018 right before the holidays I was given notice by my now ex wife that she was kicking me to the curb.  You see I had suffered sever head injuries in a motorcycle accident and then became partially blind due to cancer and was trying to pull myself together and regain focus.  Well, as a narcissist, she was incapable of seeing that I MIGHT be going through a rough patch, dealing with a scrambled brain, depression from finding out I had a rare and fatal form of cancer and losing an eye.  Instead of standing by 23 years of marriage, I got the added crap storm of a divorce issued the week of Thanksgiving.  

Keep in mind, I loved my ex and kids more than life itself and they were my motivation to stay alive and try to get better.  I tried my best to make this as easy as I could on them financially but it didn't matter.  The treatments, scans, followups and procedures that would have cost an arm and a leg were put off to ensure that we remained as "close to normal" as we could as I tried to recover.  It didn't matter and now I am seeing that I should have listened to others and put my health first because the end result was me being abandoned and my health worst off.  But I loved my ex and love my kids and I saw this as a grand gesture on my part to demonstrate my love for them as I tried to become once again who I was.

Now at the holidays I find it the most painful time of the year (fuck the happiest bullshit).  Do you know how painful it is to have every part of a holiday that the rest of the world find such joy in, absolutely destroy you inside?  Christmas movies, lights, presents, parties etc.. all remind me of a time that I will never in my life see again and that sucks.  I use to go all out for Christmas and take 2 weeks off during the holidays to ensure that I could get as much time with my family in as I could.  I would shower my ex and kids with gifts and ensure that there was never a time that they felt like the holidays weren't special.  

Holiday meals were always held at my parents house and we would go over on Christmas morning to open gifts with the rest of my family.  From what I have learned, the kids don't even participate in that anymore which I am sure is hard on my folks despite their attempts to cover it up.  I can't bring myself to drive back up because the memories would be too much.

Who knows, this year I could become just another holiday statistic.  Terrible thoughts run through my head and yeah it is scary at times but I try to push through.  To be honest, ever since I was kicked to the curb, my life has had no meaning or purpose.  The relationships, traditions, goals and future I use to have are all gone and at my age it is too late to start over.  This means to move forward in life that I have to learn to live with this pain on top of all of the other issues that I have to deal with and worry about.  I am tired of people telling me that I am strong and that you were a Marine, you can overcome anything.  The Marines teach you that in order to survive you need others and that you need to trust the people on your team.  What do you do when your team is gone?  

Anyways, happy holidays.....

Eazy-E - Merry Muthafuckin' Xmas

The Evil That Men Do - Christmas Week Edition

There is a special place in hell for people that are discovered doing evil during the holidays.  Then again we live in an evil time and place full of evil people.  The decency among people is gone and sociopaths and narcissists run the show.  Even those that you trust the most will turn on your ass.  Keep that head on a swivel and trust nobody.  

1.  Girl grabbed from parking lot back in 1988 might finally get some justice after this psycho

was picked up.

2.AOC tries to convince people that she is for "the folks" but most of us know that she is full of shit.  The latest example consists of her moving to the front of the line for vaccinations despite her being only 32 years old and healthy.  Surprisingly, she was called out by her bestie for being a selfish bitch.

3.  If you go to a Waffle House in Orlando might get you shot and killed.  Any headline posted from the state of Florida almost seems like cheating.

4.  WT on WT crime is now getting deadlier and involves dogs.  Father, Son, Rover &Rover all shot to death in Alabama.

5.  Former elected official made lots of porn with her husband and is now suing everyone because it was leaked/shared.  She probably should have thought about it being shared before making them, call me crazy.  This is yet another example of a powerful person trying to use her influence to rise above the actual law.  From everything I have read, this chick is crazy.

6.  I never in my life thought I would have to share a link involving NASA and the slaughter of Monkeys BUT it is 2020. 27 Monkeys slaughtered in one day

7.  So you are a mother and you come up with a scam (you aren't the first) to lie about an illness that your child has so that people will donate money to assist in the cost.  So you are this same mother and you decide to murder this 7 year old little girl.  So you are a mother that should be terminated on site once you get to prison.

Streamers are doomed due to "Covid Relief" bill

Leave it to government to slip in bullshit rules like THIS ONE in the middle of a damn pandemic.

Ask yourself this, if they are willing to pass noncovid related crap in a bill that is suppose to add some relief during 300k deaths then what do you think they do with all of the other crap. There is always pork, we get that, but come on, something so arbitrary as a 10 year bid for illegal streamers?  

Which lobbyist and lawmakers did this?

Almost Daily Link Blast - Feel Good Friday (not really)

It is hard to find non shocking criminal stories when posting this section but we tried our best (and failed several times).  These links will take a look to your right and left and realize that you have it a little bit better than you thought. Dogs, axes, Grande, Candy Canes...

1.  15 year old guns down retired firefighter in Chicago.  For those of you not paying attention,
Chicago is more violent than most city's in the middle east.  It is also run by a woman that looks like the female version of Don King.

2.   Paul McCartney released an album today and nobody knew about it or really cared.  Have the Beatles really fallen off this bad in 2020?

3.  Ariana Grande - nuf said

4.  On the 26th day of Christmas my terrible hoarder gave to me 26 cats, 6 dogs, 2 rats and a visit from the Hamden PD.

5.  Nicole Perry of San Antonio was not just killed no, she was dismembered by her attacker with an axe while STILL ALIVE!!  Of course the reason for this attack was certainly justified right?  She did disrespect his name...

6.  Of course DUKE is involved in the recent drug ring bust up.  They have remained out of the headlines for 3-4 months now.

7.  Boba Fett dead.  We all know he died in a sandpit in episode 6 

8.  Shocking news, Elephants do not get human rights.  MAYBE people will see the HUMAN part in "human rights" before they try this crap again.  FYI, if you shoot an elephant you are a dick.

9.  Who saw this coming??  Beibers church is full of sex, drugs etc.. The leader of course is the kingpin of it all because he is a religious leader and that seems to be the norm.

10.  Candy Cane Syrup in Bourbon?

SOB WAS RIGHT #9999999 - KS MAYOR IS A COWARD, NOT IN DANGER

 Well, well, well... It appears that the power hungry mayor of Dodge City was afraid of losing her

job and not her "life".  An investigation just proved that this woman is just another elite (if that is possible in Dodge City) that lusted for power once she was given a little sample. This is pretty much the norm when dealing with Covid politicians

Join me in telling Dodge City Mayor Joyce Warshaw to go F*** Herself and her wolf crying.

The insight that we provide behind the headlines can not be matched.

Chris Cornell - "Nothing Compares 2 U" (Prince Cover)

The Evil That Men Do - Chainsaws making a late 2020 appearance

 Nothing says 2020 more than EVIL. Earlier this week we highlighted some of the Evil women making the world a far shittier place than it needs to be because we are feminist.  BUT now it is time to get back to the Majors.  Chainsaws, knives, sex crimes...

1.  There is a lot wrong with this story. First, this guy is named Alice, last name Sweet.  Second,
he is robbing a freaking McDonalds.  Third he is using a chainsaw for an armed robbery.  I know that Maine is the state that nobody remembers but it might be time that we take a closer look at the residents of that state.  Did I mention that he chased kids with the chainsaw?

2.  This man thought that the cure for Covid was a knife piercing the skin of his wife and sister in law.  Adam Roth, just got life in prison, just life, for murdering 2 people and stabbing 4 total.  

3.  Houston priest - Enough said

4.  Manhattan elitist is caught filming the nanny for the past 2 years. Bath, Nude, Sex, you name it.  Can you really blame the guy for mistaking the name "nanny cam". Sadly, we are unable to find even a face shot of this nanny to confirm that she is hot.

5.  Meet John Coleman.  This 42 year old recorded 100's of men using the bathroom in New Orleans.  This was not done for medical purposes.

6.  Little People Big World star was allegedly molested by a producer when he was just 9 years old. 

Wednesday Wayback - Silk - Lose Control

Dodge City Mayor is a Coward

 “There’s a multitude of things coming down the pipe, causing people to be disgruntled with life,” she said. “People just want to blame somebody, and I feel like it was easy to blame me."

So let me get this straight.  The home of the Wild West elected a coward as a mayor?  This mayor
decided to take it upon herself to make decisions that went against the wishes of the people that elected her and she was surprised that they weren't popular?  She has even gone as far as adopting the typical left wing bullshit excuse of being "afraid", "in danger" and "threatened".

When will we ever see these threats posted or published for all to see?, Never.  It is a con game that the left has implemented to make those that oppose their tyranny look unhinged.  They feed this bullshit up to the mainstream media and bam, it spreads.  It offers them cover for fleeing the next election without suffering the embarrassment of the landslide coming their way.

These politicians got a taste of a little power and once the chance came for them to grab some more, they did.  The fascist left may have won the presidential election but they got their asses handed to them across the board everywhere else due to these power grabs.  Chances are, this mayor was yet another hypocrite not following her own policies and got caught. 

The Evil That Men Do - Mean Girls Edition

When everyone is done panicking over Covid they will have to turn their eyes back on the absolute evil that is spreading almost as fast as the pandemic.  Netflix will have to have a new subcategory for True Crime stories that took place in 2020 and they will be the most watched shows on that platform. Here are this weeks greatest hits from the women.

1.  Mississippi mom abandons her kid at Goodwill. It is OK though, she left a note.

2.  Another female coach/teacher is arrested for sex abuse.  When as a society will we switch the focus from what pervs men are to the absolute pedos that women are becoming when they are guiding young women or men?

3.  Chopping off the head of an owl will get you executed in Columbia by drive-by firing squad. 

4.  Bare with me on this one because this woman did lose her 4 year old daughter BUT does that mean you forgive the man that raped your kid and stabbed her 17 times.  Even if that is your son that did it, you don't forgive the damn kid for that.  Also, what MOM raises a son capable of doing such a disgusting act.  In 4 short years this woman forgave her son...

5.  Mothers in Georgia put their personal desire of getting a picture of their kid with Santa created a Covid disaster for them

6.  Principal hiding from 70+ sexual abuse charges is finally going to face a jury now that Israel decided that she wasn't worth hiding.

Crystal Smith - JOCO EVIL BITCH

 So schools have been mostly online in 2020 which has meant that teachers have had little to no
personal interaction with students.  Maybe that is a good thing in the Shawnee Mission School District.  What is it that makes a teacher KICK her student a kindergartner!  I went through 12 weeks of boot camp at the age of 18 and wasn't freaking kicked by a DI yet this skuzz of a woman thinks it was OK for her to  do this?  

Join me in saying, fuck this bitch. 

Please Stop - Message to my Republican Friends

 Dear fellow Republicans,

It is time to stop this pathetic voter fraud story line.  The cast you brought in to sell this story is awful, the writers blew it and the show runner couldn't get a job on the CW.  Has any part of this story gone well?  We have had courts shoot it all down, former mayors melt from their heads on live tv, conspiracy websites pushing wackier and wackier narratives, blah blah blah blah blah.

Regardless of what side of the political spectrum you are on, it is important to every once in awhile take a look to your right and left and see who is standing next to you in the fight.  When those people are unstable cause jumpers then it might be time for you to reevaluate your stance.  We are not always correct in our thoughts and it is important to remember that this is politics and NONE OF THEM CAN BE TRUSTED.  

Sure there was voter fraud and corruption from election officials but it is the job of the party to prove it to us all beyond a shadow of a doubt.  I am as antifleft as the next normal American citizen but I refuse to drink the Kool Aid being shoved down my throat if it is shit flavored.  Want me to drink up then change the flavor(provide real proof and facts) and put it in a clean glass ( get rid of Rudy and the rest of the douche bags).  Also, don't change what I am drinking on an hourly basis.  The various amounts of claims out there seem like straw grasping and if a Republican can see that then how the hell do you expect to convince democrats and Independents?

Start thinking for yourself people.  It is December, believe in Santa not Rudy. One is capable of delivering and is beloved by all, the other...

The Jompson Brothers "Barely Alive" - My Divorce after life

Almost Daily Link Blast

 Because my links are better than yours

1.  Russia now has access to all the porn people have stored on their Google Drives.

2.  Queens nurse is the first guinea pig for the vaccine.

3.  Instagram CEO bans Kendra Sunderland for JOKING about having sex with him.  Amazing how sensitive the Elite get when they are trolled, yet have no problem with running companies that are platforms for trolls.

4.  If you climb a guard rail to take a photo then only YOU are to blame for falling 260ft to your death.  

5.  Charley Pride went to an event at 89 years old in the middle of a Covid Pandemic.  Charley Pride is now dead.  While 97% of the country is safe from death there are still others that shouldn't be foolish with their safety.  I have cancer, so you don't see me out there risking it.

6.  The evil dictator of California now risks a recall due to his hypocrisy on Covid.  Newsom is just another liberal elite who refuses to follow his own lock down rules.

7.   Former Howard Stern producer Brett Hatley started a Twitch stream, pimped his wife out on onlyfans and is now sending out form letters threatening lawsuits to people that make fun of him.  Another sensitive media personality that was ok dishing it but cant handle the freedom the internet has provided others to giving it back.  The same can be said about the JOCO court system.  

8.  History of the Beatles Christmas shows courtesy of Mental Floss

9.  This story takes place in the fucked up state of Florida and has a fucked up man with a fucked up nickname Bud Light Mike.  Did I mention that he was a convicted felon.  Ohhh that is right I said Florida man.

10.  This Christmas be sure to bring up MK-Ultra to all of your conspiracy crazed relatives.  Check out this video on MK-Ultra mind control.